To my sister....

I remember when we were small.
We were so full of life and laughter,
We would play for hours, no C Beebies for us back then.
When you were 9, Donna was born.
You watched over her every move as if she were your very own.

I remember when you were daddy’s girl,
And as for school, let’s just say the teachers never forgot you!

I remember when you worked as a nanny.
Your commitment, skill in caring and giving love was highly sought after.
Those families were very lucky to have you.
It was your dream to have a family of your own,
And your dream came true when you married Phil, and gave birth to your beautiful children, Michael and Elizabeth.
The days with our children together are the most special moments for me, and are the happiest memories I have of you.

I remember sharing secrets and stories with you.
I never forget the holidays we had together,
I always loved being with you,
Your love and support for me was unconditional.
We’ve shared in our joys, and sadness, our laughter, and our fears.
You have been my perfect big sister.

Words are merely just a substitute for my loving heart,
Which silently reaches out to say I care.
I cannot bear the pain of you not being in our lives.
I cannot bear the pain of not understanding your despair.

What I can bear is knowing that we have shared so much for 46 years.

Debe, I love you.